marcmehwinn

been a while

Sun, 13 May 2007 14:27:09 GMT

it has been a while.

a lot of skating. till 1am almost every day. rip it.

I fucking hate school more than you could possibly imagine

got my license and shit

I want to get a tattoo.

woooooooooo

Mon, 05 Mar 2007 01:41:51 GMT

this was one of the best weekends I've had in a while.

Friday we had a 2 hour delay for school then after school I went to Tyler's house with tons of people and it was a real good time. :]:]

Saturday Derek, John and Justin got me and we skated the highschool, berea (I had to have won best trick there), we tried going to Agway but the cops were there in a second haha, then we went to middletown and skated redners.

I slept over Derek's that night and then today we went to some far town called Narrowsburg to skate this perfect 6 set but it was all snowed in. So me and Justin had a rail challenge to see who could get the most tricks. Fucking TIED with 40 tricks. 40 damn tricks. jeeeez.

Then me, john and derek went to the Port Jervis school and shredded the barricade, 5-0 first try and a front lipslide. wooo.

ttsssssssss

Tue, 30 Jan 2007 05:14:36 GMT

the only things I like lately;

ttsssss

Wed, 10 Jan 2007 19:48:57 GMT

I've been so dead lately.

Nothing phases me and I don't care about a thing

I do nothing but sleep and not care about shit.

like, I don't even know if my life is "good" or bad right now, because I've just been so outta shit since christmas break.

I had to present my economics project for economics class. I did a skate shop called 'The Gnar Bar.' I was so so so so nervous, my hands were shaking and stuff. I just hope I get something over an 80.

Tree's coming to NY in april. I'm really excited. It's going to be right after I get back from my Italy trip. woooo spring.

escape

Mon, 11 Dec 2006 22:57:21 GMT

lately nothing's been too great.

One day in studyhall meaghan and emily took some pictures of me so I'll show you those.

and last week I got a haircut, I really like it. wooo.

Saturday I went to Eva's semi-formal 17th birthday party up in like.. Rosendale. It's like an hour away. Past New Paltz.

I thought it was going to be so awkward and horrible but it wasn't bad at all.

I was a little quiet at first but then Raph was serving some good food and he's really funny too. Everyone was nice and shit. so that was cool.

Study Hall;

Wow my hair was so gross, I'm so glad I got it cut.

Party;

lkjgg

Wed, 29 Nov 2006 22:24:12 GMT

i should be in the fucking city right now

hhhhhhhh

Sun, 26 Nov 2006 07:24:43 GMT

Today was the rhythmden fest.

It was the longest day, too much standing and shit. My head, knees, feet and back all hurt so bad.

After me and kyle, and amber went to lexis. I could hardly finish a burger. I think I was hurting too bad, Idk.

We saw a lot of the bands. The Takeover was so amazing for the few minutes I saw them. 3 keyboardist and shit Idk. I also saw A Day To Remember and they were gnar. breakdowns and all that. Really awesome. I didn't love I Am The Pilot, it kind of proved to me that I don't like them all too much. lastly was Chiodos, and I don't really like them all that much but they were really really good. Their lead guitarist is awesome.. Idk they were just good for some reason.

The one thing holding me back is out of my life for good now, so hopefully I'll take a step towards a new "me" I guess..

ffffffffff

Tue, 07 Nov 2006 21:31:11 GMT

yeah Idk not much to say.

just thought I'd update.

update with nothing baaahhhh

I'm about to leave for the mall with dave.. aaannddd idk okay bye

bdat

Sun, 08 Oct 2006 19:12:30 GMT

yesterday was homecoming. it was okay. Dave didn't win. after me & caroli went to amanda's then joe showed up and we went to the farm trails.

and uhh. Idk :] :] I'm happy though. I think..

..yeah, I work out....

last call, somewhere.

Fri, 06 Oct 2006 02:07:35 GMT

Been a while. I got my camera for photo and our first project is due tuesday. I'm excited I guess. We have to take a picture of anything that reminds us of fall. No leaves though.. hah.

Last weekend it was Meaghan's birthday and we got druuunk at Amanda's. I drank so much and puked and shit but I had so much fun, then I spent the night, so I don't even care. haha :]

It's homecoming week, and it's pretty lame I guess. Stupid kids from NFA starting fights and all those CWB fags. Grow up seriously. Game's tomorrow and the danciedance is saturday heheheh. I was going to buy a tuxedo t-shirt, but Spencer's was all sold out and I have no idea where to get one, ugh ://.

I kinda wish I had a girlfriend right now. I'm "lonely" I guess, but I always say that shit then, later on I'm thankful I don't have a girlfriend so whatever. I have my 'eye' on someone I think, but I don't see it going anywhere, and there's just more on my "plate" too.. so whatever, I'll just wait shit out I guess.

coffee

Sun, 24 Sep 2006 05:23:20 GMT

Things have been really weird lately.

I've been trying to make "new friends" I guess. I hardly have any close ones and I always envy those who do. so I suppose I'm just going to spend my time searching for that, and for a girl as well.

I knew it was a waste of time with all that thinking about Kelly. We always so oh oh I miss you/ oh I miss you too. and that we're serious this time about trying to make it work, and we never follow through with it. and I'm assuming she's partying and shit all the time, whatever.. I can't trust that.

I'm not doing bad in school for once. I kinda like it I suppose but it's hard too.

I shooullldd be seeing The Last Kiss tomorrow. If I don't, this weekend will have been such a fucking waste. I hung out with Dave today and I beat Starwars Legos II. so that's sweet.

I can feel a big change coming, I just want things to be better. :/

in the event;

Sun, 17 Sep 2006 05:06:10 GMT

sooooo uuhhh Friday; I hung out with Kyle, Ryan, and Pete. We sat around most of the time then we went to subway, and blockbuster, then I went home.

Tonight I went to Amanda's. Meaghan, Monica, Ashley and duh.. Amanda were there. We sat around the entiire time pretty much. it was fun though. uhhh yeah..

Idk.. I miss Kelly though, like for real. She doesn't even have a livejournal so it's not like she can read this but Idk. Before the summer&all during it she was just being so dumb. and I don't really want go by what she says.. idk... :/

that's all.

reeeet

Fri, 15 Sep 2006 03:06:26 GMT

uhhh I don't know. I joined photo club today. it seems like it's going to be a busy year, but it should be fun I hope.

my HeavyHeavyLowLow CD came today! It's so so good.

The new version of "Are You Okay, Kiddo?" isn't as good as the old one, that's probably the thing wrong with the CD. There's a sweet hidden track of like.. a reggae version of "There's A Bat". it's funny.

Today in gym, like.. I'm sooo out of shape it's a little pathetic. They made us do all these wacky stretches and run for 6 minutes straight. and now it's about 11pm, and my body is aaaching.

Tomorrow's friday, thank god. TGIF YANNOOOOO. Me and Kyle are gonna go to the mall and hand in some applications or something. then Idk what we'll do.. probably obsess over the new HHLL album. haha.

Saturday I got invited to Amanda's to hang out wiffff everyone. I'll probably go, but maybe I'll get some driving in with my dad since he's always complaining about it. It should be good fun. :]

Sunday I'm pretty sure I'm supposed to go to the movies with Ashley.. but I forget if she said sunday or tuesday haha. We're gonna go see The Last Kiss. I really like Zach Braff, I hope it's good.

eh

Thu, 14 Sep 2006 04:42:43 GMT

I finally got switched into photo class.

Meaghan's in there. She's probably the only person I'll talk to, if I ever actually decide to say anything.

All I can think about is the new HeavyHeavyLowLow CD. I should be getting it any day now, before anyone else. haaa fuckers.

I'm kind of thinking of breaking this whole.. not doing drugs and shit, It's not like I'm "straight edge", I've done shit before but it's wack most of the time to see what happened to kids like Ryan because of all that shit.

So much has been annoying me and I need to like.. "lay back" or "cut loose" hah.. you know?

whatever dude. fuck

longpost

Mon, 11 Sep 2006 02:36:06 GMT

School started. It's so stupid, I have no lunch, which I'm hella pissed about. I took health in summerschool and PASSED, now I have it again? WTF!. I'm really pissed off with my design and drawing class. It's all little babies, and me.. I'm seriously the oldest kid in the class.

Montgomery Day was yesterday. It was okay. I really really didn't want to go. but whatever I did at around 4 with Kyle and Ryan. and I hung out with them, Christine, and Jen for a while then they left. I went to go hang out with Meaghan, Monica, Jennie, Amanda, Mariam, and Idk the guys that were there lol. so whatever. Us all watched the fireworks then I went with dave to some wacky party and I got some burgers. woo.

Other than that.. Idk. I really wish some people, and by some people I mean one certain person would just get over themselves and deal with what has goign to happen.

too cold too cold

Fri, 01 Sep 2006 20:54:37 GMT

I'm back in NY

aaand I really don't want to be. I was telling my mom I didn't want to come back home, and I've been here for a day and I really wish I didn't come back. I don't really have a reason either, I would just rather still be down there. but whatever enough whining I guess.

School is tuesday. cool. not.

oh and I'm sick as well. cooooooooooooooool.

Tue, 29 Aug 2006 20:37:09 GMT

.. didn't see that one coming.

uhh I've been in georgia for 10 days now, I'm leaving in 2.

I kind of want to come home, and then again I kind of don't.

I haven't been doing much here at all. but I don't mind it one bit.

oh yeah guess what I got?

gnar

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Fri, 18 Aug 2006 16:36:52 GMT

It's time to go outside

Fri, 18 Aug 2006 07:29:31 GMT

August 17th : was my birthday.

I went to lunch with Jessie and Mary at some place in Walden, it was a good time.

then I came home and went to the mall with Josh and Kyle, we did nothing

uhhhh. Idk. :/. It was just kinda sucky. I got a lot of comments on myspace saying happy birthday, but come on.

it's fucking myspace. like even I, marc marron, am getting tired of myspace and realizing it's pretty pathetic to talk to people halfway across the country because I'm never going to fucking meet them. it's so stupid

Heavy Heavy Low Low posted like 4 new songs within the past 2 days. I can not wait untill their new CD. I downloaded this ripping program and ripped all theirs songs off of myspace. haha so illegal. whatever, I really can't wait till september 19th. too far.

I'm leaving for georgia in a day. I can't wait for that either. I want to get away from Orange County so bad. I'm tired of everyone, and everything else. I'm going to miss my dad for sure, we've been getting along really well lately. whatever. :/

later

duuuuuuuude

Mon, 14 Aug 2006 08:13:29 GMT

my birthday is thursday

I'm leaving for georgia on saturday

whatever duuuude

I saw heavyheavylowlow, #12, the jonbenet, and fearbeforethemarchofflames last week.

#12 sucked. the jonbenet was pretty cool.

FearBefore was pretty good. they have all these crazy lights and shit. Idk.

HeavyHeavy LowLow gets better every time I see them. I fucking love them. They are such cool funny dudes and they're nuts. I'm going to see them in NJ october 28th. anybody want to come? and their new CD on Ferret comes out september 19th. fuckkkk they're so good. I've been listening to them constantly and shit and they never get old. I got 2 shirts of theirs at the show.

fucking girls. they're wacky.

weed

meeeh

Wed, 26 Jul 2006 16:24:02 GMT

My summer so far;

happy 4th of july

Tue, 04 Jul 2006 18:33:47 GMT

Summer school starts tomorrow, yes!

nothing has happened too much recently, Kyle & Josh are away on vacation so I've been bored.

I've been driving my car a lot without a license because my dad works alllll the time, I used to hate driving but now it's not bad.

I got a horrible haircut, it's too short and shit yanno

bye

Tue, 27 Jun 2006 05:12:11 GMT

Things have probably gotten the worst they could ever get today.

dafgerfxrtfcs

Mon, 26 Jun 2006 07:05:40 GMT

This was a horrible week.

The best thing about it MAYBE was seeing The Devil Wears Prada, but then again; Blessed By A Broken Heart didn't play and I wanted to see them. so fuck you cops.

Everything is going wrong left and right.

SummerSchool starts soon, and if things keep going the way they're going, it doesn't look good.

Fuck you to some specific people.

Gnar.

Tue, 20 Jun 2006 05:16:53 GMT